dahil birthday ko bukas: i will confess my past-present relationships! YEY!:D
1st relationship - it didn’t last long, i remember that it was only out of curiosity. it was more of a fling actually. we lasted about half a month.
2nd relationship - i did it just for fun, and lust. didn’t work out either.
3rd relationship - long distance relationship, broke-up after a few weeks.
4th relationship - first relationship that i’ve taken seriously, it worked out at first. but it got screwed up when i entered college (that time she was still in third year high school) when our relationship went stagnant. we run out of things to talk about, we never see each other due to our busy schedules. then comes a time when she confessed that i was just a rebound, she told me that she was still in love with her batch mate. it was painful at first, but still i tried to fix our relationship. i was a candidate for martyrdom back then. *laughs* but then i got tired, i broke up with her after 3 months. that was the first time that i realized how hard it was to fall in love, the first time i cried for the one that i love. my first heartbreak.
5th relationship - she was my first friend at college, we were really close. we texted day, and night. she helped me move on with my last relationship. she was the first one who confessed that she loves me, and i told her that i love her too. there were no courting on our situation. we lasted for 3 days… she left me hanging, she stopped texting, we stop looking at each other. suddenly we look at each other like strangers, no communication, no nothing. i loved her for the longest time. but i guess we’re not really meant to be. we started talking after six months, we talked about her reason back then. she told me that she wasn’t ready for that kind of relationship, that’s why she left me without even explaining.
6th relationship- was one of my best friends in college. she fell for me. i pitied her, i know that i was hurting her when i keep telling stories, confessing about my ex (fifth). so i realized that if i wanted to move on, i must move to the other. so we tried having a relationship. but i ended up pitying her, and not loving her. i broke up her after 4 months(?). she was really mad at me, and i admit it, i was really a jerk back then.
7th relationship (current) - maybe the best relationship that i’ve had. we started as friends, she was from another college. but we still find time to hang out(everyday). i really love her, more than she will know. she’ve given me all that i would expect for a relationship: TRUST,LOYALTY, and UNDERSTANDING. i can’t ask for more. we argue couple of times, but we still end up being sweet with each other. i would never betray her, or break her trust ever again. :)
masyado bang madami? haha! KtnxBYE.:))
